Sunday, March 29, 2015

Brave girl

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 Brave girl

She hailed from a lower middle class family in Haryana and was the toper of her class. Her teachers, neighbors and principal had praised her on almost all occasions. She had participated, organized and had received many prizes at various events. But all waste, she was diagnosed with cancer and had only one and half year more. Her father was running a general store and his earnings were just sufficient to feed his family well. Today they were in Delhi, some agent had called them and had promised for getting them help from an NGO. But it was just a hoax, he asked for 1 Lakh rupees advance, for mere a promise of getting them help from a famous liquor manufacturer, who was also trying his luck in elections. They look lunch at a small restaurant outside ISBT bus stand. This place was not very clean, smoke of frying oil, flies and heat of chilling summer had made it worst; they finished it fast and moved inside bus stand. 

She saw tears in her father’s eyes, while waiting for the bus. She wanted to ask her father for stop trying. She was neither sad nor afraid, not even from the thought of dying. But instead of spending her last one year on her treatments,  she wanted to do so many other things. Mount Everest was always on the top of her to do list. She wanted to visit China, Pakistan and few European countries as well. She wanted to be a biker as well. She still had a poor memory of her first failed try, when she had got her hand fractured two years ago. She woke up with bus horn and saw her dad picking their bags and rushing for seat. Its always a struggle to get a bus seat at Delhi. Her dad managed to get only one seat. Bus was full. After 25 minutes bus was on the outskirts of Delhi, she was sitting and her dad was looking at a salesman who perhaps had a pain in his throat but was still trying to sell some home made oil, with his best efforts. Bus stopped and so many people came rushing in the bus. A girl in her twenties came and stood near her father. She was wearing goggles, had ear phones in her ears, chewing gum in her mouth and a smart phone, probably an android based. She was smiling while typing something on her phone. 

Barely an hour had passed, most of the passengers were taking naps, few ladies on the back side were chatting; two siblings, a boy and a girl, both less than 10, were fighting for the window seat. Amidst this silence, there came a tight slap on that man’s face. Whole bus came to consciousness. That girl was shouting at that man who was in shock and was unable to comprehend the situation. The little girl stood up and started pushing that girl away from her father. Soon all the passengers were either participating in this or were enjoying the free show. Driver had stopped the bus and was shouting at few youngsters who were recording the whole incident. Conductor asked and pushed that man to get down from the bus.

After ten minutes that man was standing on the road with her daughter, tears rolling down his cheeks. He was too ashamed to look into the eyes of his daughter. To break this silence, her daughter said, “Dad, I know you have not done anything. Just remember the problems never come alone and tough times are the tests that God takes.”

They were standing at a deserted place on NH 1 and bus was out of sight now. Somebody had given a seat to the brave girl. But just two seats behind that girl, two young boys were happy at their luck today and were scared for what could have happened to them today.

Oh fish

Oh fish

Oh fish
 From there, the world looked beautiful.
She knew, that she was not born to spend her life there.
but her friends tried to convince her, scare her and stop her.
She was curious, curious to explore the outside world.
So she jumped, jumped out of that jar.
Perhaps she was right,
she was not born to die in there.

Saturday, March 28, 2015

A Sad Girl.


A Sad Girl.

A Sad Girl.


She had deleted all the photos, except this last one. She stared at it for while. She knew it from the start;  but still, she had some hope, and now she was sad, disappointed and felt very depressed. Infact it was hurting her. A tear rolled out on her cheek. She finally made her mind and deleted the last one too.

She always failed at taking selfies.

Monday, March 23, 2015

That Rose

That rose
That Rose


The rear side of house and backyard was lit by a small dusty lamp. The drainage pipe was connected to the wall at a point in line with the window sill. Pipe shook as he climbed, swaying a little more with each pull, but he knew that it will hold his weight. He had been using this pipe since last three months. Victor had newly joined high school after moving to this town. His father’s transfer had brought him here and Aditi being a gabby girl in the class, became his first friend in the first week itself. Soon after few weeks of their friendship, they were occasionally seen lurking in the backside of football ground and often teased as a secret couple in school. Pipe was slippery today, perhaps because of drizzle. Victor climbed to a certain height and then swung his legs until he got his feet onto the window sill. Aditi, immediately closed the curtains after pulling him inside her room. Victor held her pressing her back against the wall, holding her wrists trapped above her head. As usual he had a rose in his lips. He always brought a rose for Aditi, despite of the fact that Aditi never liked roses, she infact liked a flower but didn’t know its name. This April of 1995 was special; it was Aditi’s birthday tomorrow. A blade of moonlight slipped from the curtains, casting a beam upon her face. He kissed her, while she kept her eyes closed. He gave a set of silver anklets. It was their last meeting, atleast for now. Despite of Aditi’s arguments and pleas, her family did not agree on leaving her alone in this city, they were all shifting to a famous metro city in Karnataka.

After completing her graduation in computer science, now Aditi was working for a famous IT consultancy. They both had lost contact in these years. He never called her or perhaps he never had her phone number and Aditi too never visited back the same city. Today while she was drinking coffee in the cafeteria, she felt his presence or perhaps she was missing him, she had always missed him. She finished her coffee and returned to her cubicle. As she sat in front of her computer, she was startled to see a rose on her table waiting for her with an unopened letter. There was no name on it.

Monday, March 2, 2015

A pigeon had fallen on the track.

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A pigeon had fallen on the track.


We were standing in the mayhem of Nehru place. I had always loved this place. Perhaps because during our school days, after bunking classes, we had spent most of our time here, between Nehru Place and Kalka Ji. We had seen this place changing.  Nupur, my younger daughter, she was holding my hand. Metro was running with delay. Many people checked their watches after every 5 seconds, like this is going to make time run faster, or perhaps they were too late to wait. Most of the teens were busy in their Smartphones; I think they enjoyed their life more in those Smartphones than in the real world. 


There were still four more minutes for the metro to arrive. Nupur was looking at a kid of her age, whose shoes had lights. Nupur had those shoes at home. I always wanted to have those, when I was a kid but never got one. Probably because I had never asked anybody. And then, with a bang, we all saw the smoke on the electric wire, above the tracks. It had scared almost everybody; a pigeon had fallen down on the track. Everybody rushed towards the brink of the platform to see the fallen bird. They made guesses about what would have happened and whether it was alive or dead. Other than that nobody did nothing. 

Nupur had tightened her grip on my hand. she asked me,” Daddy, shouldn’t we do something, to take it out of there.” “No.” I snapped immediately, dragging her away from the brink, “Nhi Beta, train is coming. Accident ho sakta hai na?” She was already confused at people’s reaction and got more confused, with my answer. Metro had arrived and there was rush for the seats. We got a seat near door. She was still puzzled, turned towards me, looked into my eyes and asked “Daddy jo abhi hua, kya vo accident nhi tha??” I had no answer for her innocent question.